Suicide is not an act of despair,it is an action
Me,me and me.
An amateur attempting to write some reviews,failing miserably. :P

Targets
-more Luciferian Darkness
-greater metal collection
-greater proficiency in writing

Speakup.

Historic.

April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

Had two consecutive nights dreaming about you,and seeing you yesterday made me even happier. (:

TNBM

Monday, October 5, 2009

MY DUMB WIFE IS SO SELFISH :mad:
I GO DIVORCE HER AND MARRY THAT ZEHZEH INSTEAD.HMMPH.

TNBM

Thursday, October 1, 2009
张惠妹 - 分生

张惠妹 - 分生  作词:姚若龙 / 作曲:郑楠  一个我像不会累一直往前 一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝 我不确定 几个我 住在心里面 偶尔像敌人 偶尔像姐妹  一个我在网路上朋友一堆 一个我在房间里独自面对 灰色的音乐 塞满黑夜 High的像麻醉 好让翻搅的胃 安静一点 忘了全世界  分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼 越爱谁 越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬 分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面 不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂  一个我相信用心会被感觉 一个我大喊真心会被欺骗 开始的热烈 不停奉献 后来剩决裂 谎言吞噬了心 带来刺痛 撕裂的蜕变  分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼 越爱谁 越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬 分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面 不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂   分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼 越爱谁 越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬 分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面 不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂 

TNBM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Apparently,i'm not in the mood for anything.You should jolly well know why.Don't act like you dunno at all.

TNBM

Monday, September 21, 2009

Thought for quite awhile,and given her the answer.Hopefully that is the correct answer.Is there a right or wrong answer in the first place?I dunno,it's really for others to decide whether i'm doing the right thing.I only know that this is what i should do,based on my personal judgment.

TNBM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

I know the previous post was kinda harsh,as i was overwhelmed with emotions,due to your abrupt withdrawl from the marriage.

I admit,during these period of time,i had been a self-indulged moron who kept trying to make his own decisions.You,on the other hand had given in relentlessly.I'm sorry for that.

And as for the sudden withdrawl from the marriage,i reckon there is a reason behind it.Hope you'll tell me about it when you see this post.

TNBM

Monday, September 7, 2009
Marriage

This is so bad,so bad,so bad.

She said yes to our marriage,and yet now she told me she wanted to call off the marriage.

Details: i proposed to her on XX/XX/09,with her duly saying yes.So we arranged for the marriage to be on the last day of this year (31st Dec).We haven't gone through MoM and haven't sent out our invitation letters yet,as we are still making minor preparations here and there.We are halfway done with our wedding photos.Fuck,i really want to tear up those photos,burn them all.

I do not want to see your face again.

TNBM